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capo: 4th fret
[verse (1)]
it Cstarted with me, with sixteen
when Dmno one thought anything
it was Fall for fun (and also fun)
but the Gfun's become
Cpain with a lot of heartbreak
Dmtoo much giving, no take
Fsleepless nights and fake goodbyes
Gif i'm being honest
[pre-chorus]
it's Fnot what i thought it would be
Ggiving my life and learning my vices
Fspending my nights with
Gsomething i know that kills me
it's Fnot how i thought it would feel
Gnumbing my days and throwing away
Feverything i could be
i Gknow what i'm doing, i know i should stop
[chorus]
Fbury the pain, Gblock out the shame and Amdo it again
i Flook in the mirror, Gwipe a few tears, i hate Amwho i am
'cause Fi can't givGe it up, no, Ami can't get enough
Fi can't stoGp myself, Csomeone, please, come help
[verse (2)]
Chere i am at twenty-three
this Dmisn't who i'm supposed to be
i've Flost control (lost control)
and Gno one knows
i'm Cso out of touch with reality
i Dmthought that these demons were helpin' me
my Fworld's been broke
i can't let go Gif i'm being honest
[pre-chorus]
it's Fnot what i thought it would be
Ggiving my life and learning my vices
Fspending my nights with
Gsomething i know that kills me
it's Fnot how i thought it would feel
Gnumbing my days and throwing away
Feverything i could be
i Gknow what i'm doing, i know i should stop
[chorus]
Fbury the pain, Gblock out the shame and Amdo it again
i Flook in the mirror, Gwipe a few tears, i hate Amwho i am
'cause Fi can't givGe it up, no, Ami can't get enough
Fi can't stoGp myself, Csomeone, please, come help
[bridge]
F--for a momentG, i see the hell i've caused
C--and all the people i've hurDmt before disregard
F--my better judgementG, damn it, i can't help it
F--only one more timeG, i swear this is the Clast time that i
[chorus]
Fbury the pain, Gblock out the shame and Amdo it again
i Flook in the mirror, Gwipe a few tears, i hate Amwho i am
'cause Fi can't givGe it up, no, Ami can't get enough
Fi can't stoGp myself, Csomeone, please, come help