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[Verse :]
G
and I’ve been running out of patience
C Cm
my poems aren’t as clever anymore
G
people say they’re all too honest
C Cm
but honesty is all I can afford
G
and maybe loss is not a bad thing
C Cm
’cause maybe i can write these songs again
G
or maybe now it’s just a past time
C Cm
maybe i should treat it like a friend..
Cm
a friend i won’t see again.

[Chorus :]
G Eb Em
‘cause i don’t wanna die
D Em G
but truly i don’t wanna be alive
G Eb Em
i wish that i could vanish in my sheets
D Em G
and turn into the puddles on your street

G Eb Em
’cause i don’t wanna die
D Em G
but truly i don’t wanna be alive
G Eb Em
i wish that i could vanish in my sheets
D Em G
and turn into the ground beneath your feet

[Verse :]
G
’cause i’ve been losing all my knowledge
C Cm
sometimes i forget who i am
G
and i’m in the mirror
C Cm
but i don’t recognize that man
G
and my mom wanted a daughter
C Cm
but she’d think it was absurd
G
’cause as much as i feel different
C Cm
family won’t accept those words
Cm
they won’t love me if i’m her

[Chorus 2 :]
G Eb Em
but i just wanna change
D Em G
and everybody tells me it’s a phase
G Eb Em
i don’t feel right as myself
D Em G
with my failing mental health

G Eb Em
and i just wanna change
D Em G
but everybody tells me it’s a phase
G Eb Em
i don’t feel right as myself
D Em G
my body is a hell